hey everyone

Im feeling a bit worse than I have been today but i suppose thats what happens.. up and down. I dont feel anything really, its just when I think of my bf I get the sinking panicy feeling, cuz Im scared I dont feel the same about him/want to break up with him/ someone else etc. I know what you mean Ali, its so hard to tell yourself to stop thinking these things, when its not you thinking them in the first place, its your subconcious mind.

I have been getting a nice feeling when I think of my bfs house etc, but yesterday I had a worry that I was only with my bf cuz I liked his house and stuff.. and he made a joke about me eating all the food wen I go round there lol ( I do like his dads cooking hehe) and I started to really worry that I was only with him because of that!! It seems so stupid but I just cant seem to rationalise the thoughts.

p.s the parsley stories have had me laughing hehe

xxxx

Ooh no I missed it, hang on...

Well I've been good for most of the month , only had unprotecteds around my period and I've done 2 pregnancy tests and they were both negative, but if it doesn't come in the next day or so I'll do another one, I might do one this lunchtime anyway just to put my mind at ease, so expensive though. Bloody clear blue one-step! Or not bloody, unfortunately, heehee, sorry, gross!

48 hours with the bloomin parsley pants! Bah, that's gonna be a romantic start to the holiday tomorrow, oh darling, darling... what the hell is that growing out of your fanny?!

Have you been naughty this month then D? Do you think there is any chance you might be preggers? Good luck, I hope it comes soon, we can be parsley pants together anyway! Ooh, just got a cramp!

Lots of love,
xx

Hey Rosie,

Of course you will have up & down days! Like Fifi said to me you cant feel amazing all the time.
I LOVE my bf mum's cooking! god i would pretend to like my bf just to eat her food hehe.

Dont worry about feeling down, you are allowed!


Jen - How are you? xx

Hey Rosie,just keep up the faith that you wouldn't be fighting if you didn't want to be with him! and that you'll have good days just as you have bad ones. I'm feeling alright. I have that liking guys paranoia. Particulaly a guy in a seminar of mine but I know I dont. He's totally not my type but my brain does insist on questionning.How stupid?!?!?!

I had that a few days ago!! looking at guys that i never ever would even consider my type! it is strange!

Ahh, the old questioning! I think our brains will keep clutching at random things just to confuse us further, honestly Rosie don't worry about things like that, we've all had loads of weird paranoias; do I like someone else, am I gay (that one's the worst!), am I only staying with him out of comfort and familiarity etc etc they always pass and then a new one turns up to stress you out!

Chloe, are you around? How's it going?

xx

Hey!

Well....The plot thickens! Well....had an accident with the condom at 24 hours after ovulation....HOWEVER, chart says that I ovulated 3 days after Lady Comp, and the chart says that I had unprotected sex 2 days before ovulation making chances of pregnancy very good indeed! I just hope my body and LC are correct...funny thing is, I got EWCM the day LC says I ovulated and then more EWCM the day the chart says I ovulated. Also ovulation pains happened on both days..so confused...

chloe wheres chloe

What the freak is EWCM?? Is it something gross?

xx

I know, havnt heard from her in a while!!!

yehs its gross hahaha! egg white cervical mucus, it comes before you ovulate

Oh really? I really need to start taking notice of these things a bit more instead of just going "hmm, seems a bit much today!" Duh!

Are you going to take a test? I'll keep my fingers crossed for you sweetie, I know this would be such a lame time for any of us to get pregnant!

xx

yeah it would be!! Girls im so heavy at the moment , i have to bring about 5 pairs of pants to work with me!!

Ahh, you poor thing, I hate it when it's so heavy you think you're gonna leave a puddle on the seat when you get up! And you have to waddle around with a big maxipad nappy as well as a tampon!

xx

I so wish I was heavy at the mo...Everyone keep their fingers tightly crossed for me!!!!! Thanks girls!!!!!!

LOL FiFi you make me laugh!!! When I started my periods when I was 13 there wasnt a lot of ultra thin pads around and tampons scared the hell out of me...The pads were thick like bricks! It was horrible! Then the ultra thin pads came out...what a relief!

I know i have a night pad on and a SUPER SUPER tampon and i can only keep it in for like an hour!
and im going out on the weekend! its going to be awful!

FINGERS CROSSED D hehe

thanks you girls..can you take anything herbal for heavy flow? That sounds miserable..you poor thing Ali..is it painful too?

Yeah i have really bad cramps and im walking like a duck! the pad is massive hehe.
I was wondering if there was anything herbal for heavy flow!???? that would be great

I just read that dong quai is apparently very good for excessive menstrual flow, and it helps with pms blues and cramps. My cramps are non existant thanks to evening primrose oil and dong quai. I dont even have to take a paracetamol anymore, before Id be in bed crying taking ibuprofen and hot water bottles, nothing was helping. Painful periods means that you are deficient in minerals. Calcium & magnesium, evening primrose and dong quai will sort you right out missy. Theres a website I buy mine from www.burstingwithhealth.co.uk cheap and chirpy bascially! and false unicorn root is supposed to be good for excessive flow too, seing as my flow has decreased to light flow I am happy with my combinations of supplements