"Cock worship". That post is so great. I (longtime lurker) have almost the same story to share but this one is called "Vagina worship" . My husband adores to give me oral pleasure whenever he can or should I say, almost always. After so many years he "just worships" my vagina. His words. No matter if this is before or after the shower. He just doesn't care. I have hard times saying NO, every time I feel it's not appropriate. (When I have my period or I dont feel clean enough or whatever.) He just "worships" my vagina and he always gives me orgasms orally. Only than he gets calm even if we don't go on. He "idealizes" my vagina and few times he tried to provoke me to urinate on him. I used to find all this, very weird. Blow job was also "little weird thing" for me but I did it occasionally. Few months ago things changed. After so many years I fell in love in his penis . Don't laugh .This was like a thunder stroke for me. It just happened while he was sleeping naked with mild erection. I started cuddling with his penis and now I can t live without it . Now I want to have it all and I mean all. BJ and swallowing looks so normal now. I can't recognize myself. Neither can my husband . I just have the urge to give him the pleasure instantly, but actually, the joy is mine. Apparently, now I have the same "vagina worship" ("penis worship") that my husband had for me all this years but I had no idea how lucky was. It's so crazy and so great. My love and attraction towards my husband doubled and my god, I can feel the difference! And before all this I thought that my love was limitless! Lately I started wondering if I can surprise him with some slow urine flow but I have no idea how. He stopped provoking me years ago. I rejected that idea strongly. At the same time I don't want to do something that I will regret and I need your advice on this. Should I drink something before? Any tips or tricks?